AubreyIsMe's Xanga

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 18:01:35 GMT

yay for NYC...im here and ill be auditioning for hairspray on monday:)

wish me luck!

Monday, October 11, 2004

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 17:51:57 GMT

RENT ROCKED!!

ill post pics when i get back to syracuse

gotta love the friends who follow trough on promises-unlike some i know

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 11:38:22 GMT

i got some time to waste before class..sooooo

LAYER ONE:
Name: Aubrey
Birthplace: Glens Falls
Current Location: Syracuse
Eye Color: Greenish
Hair Color: Brownish
Height: 5'3
Righty or Lefty: righty
LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: italian and irish
Your weakness (es): chocolate
Your fears: rejection
Your perfect pizza: garlic n brocoli white(no sauce)
LAYER THREE:
Your most overused phrase: well, how about that!
Your thoughts first waking up: shuting of the damn alarm
Your best physical feature: eyes
Your bedtime: umm around midnight usually
Your most missed memory: being young
LAYER FOUR:
Smoke: nope
Cuss: yep
Sing: yep
Take a shower every day: not every day:Þ
Have a crush (es): on my boyfriend
Do you think you've been in love: yep
Want to go to college: im in college
Like high school: absolutly hated it
Want to get married: yep
Believe in yourself: yep
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're attractive: no
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: yep
Like thunderstorms: nope
Play an instrument: guitar
LAYER FIVE:
In the past 30 days . . .
Drank alcohol: nope
Smoked: nope
Done a drug: nope
Had sex: ...
Made out: ...
Gone on a date: yep
Gone to the mall: yep
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope
Eaten sushi: nope
Been on stage: yep
Been dumped: nope
Gone skating: nope..but thats a good idea
Made homemade cookies: nope
Gone skinny dipping: nope
Dyed your hair: nope
Stolen anything: nope
LAYER SIX: Ever . . .
Played a game that required removal of clothing: ...
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
Been caught doing something: nope
Been called a tease: yep
Gotten beaten up: nope
Shoplifted: nope
Changed who you were to fit in: never ever in my life
LAYER SEVEN:
Age you hope to be married: soon after college
Numbers and Names of Children: umm 2 or 3
Describe your Dream Wedding: i dunnnnno...it will be in the spring tho
How do you want to die: i dunno
Country would you most like to visit: italy
LAYER EIGHT: In a guy/girl
Best eye color? doesnt matter
Best hair color? doesnt matter
Short or long hair: longer:Þ
Height: doesnt matter
Best weight: doesnt matter
Best articles of clothing: doesnt matter
LAYER NINE:
Number of drugs taken illegally: ...
Number of people I could trust with my life: 1
Number of CDs that I own: dunno
Number of piercings: had 7 now 6
Number of tattoos: 1
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: few
Number of scars o n my body: bunch
Number of things in my past that I regret: none

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 11:25:18 GMT

You Know You're a 90's Kid When........ (X The Ones That Match You)

(X) 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
(X) 2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
(X) 3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air."
(X) 4. You wore biker shorts under your shirts and felt stylish.
(X) 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
(X) 6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
(X) 7. You know that "WOAH!" comes from Joey on "Blossom."
(X) 8. Two words: M.C. Hammer.
(X) 9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
(X) 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
(X) 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
(X) 12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
(X) 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
(X) 14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
(X) 15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail Day in computer class at school.
(X) 16. You played the game M.A.S.H. (Mansion Apartment Shack House).
(X) 17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
(X) 18. L.A. Gear
(_) 19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
(X) 20. You remember reading Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing and all the Ramona books.
(X) 21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."
(X) 22. You wanted to be a Goonie. Truffle Shuffle! Boodie Trap!...
(X) 23. You even wore flourescent clothing.
(X) 24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
(X) 25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
(X) 26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
(X) 27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
(X) 28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence.
(X) 29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
(_) 30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
(X) 31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
(X) 32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
(X) 33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals.
(X) 34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
(X) 35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
(X) 36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
(_) 37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
(X) 38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
(X) 39. You have attended a birthday party at McDonald's.
(X) 40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "awesome."
(X) 41. You remember Popples.
(X) 42. "Don't worry, be happy."
(X) 43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
(X) 44. You wore socks scrunched down.
(X) 45. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK, with silver BUTTONS, BUTTONS, BUTTONS all down her BACK, BACK, BACK!"
(X) 46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
(X) 47. You rmember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
(X) 48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
(X) 49. You remember watching "Rainbow Brite" and "My Little Ponies."
(X) 50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
(X) 51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac
(X) 52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
(X) 53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on Saved By the Bell.
(X) 54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi.
(X) 55. You played and or collected Pogs.
(X) 56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger

I stole this from someone...how awesome

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 11:50:03 GMT

Blah, im in syracuse now!!:) i dont have the net yet at my place, but once i get it i will tell everyone whats going on.

until then

byebye;)

Saturday, July 24, 2004

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 13:47:35 GMT

Well, it certainly has been a while. I've got lots to write, so excuse the long entry;).

First of all, Sweet Cravings has closed:(. Pam wants to open a youth center in Lake George, but I dunno when that is going to happen. I am pretty much screwed for a job for the rest of the summer because I will be leaving for school in 3 weeks, and no one wants to hire me for just 3 weeks. That REALLY sucks. I left the apartment on Maple in June, and Josh and I got our own apartment. I stayed there about 2 months and now I am living with the Benway's. My reasons are...1. I wanted a roommate, and Josh is NEVER home. 2. He really, really, really pissed me off when he decided to tell my mom (not me) that he wasn't going out to Syracuse with me. 3. I need to save the money that I was spending on the apartment now that I dont have a roommate when I leave. I am still really upset about him not going, but if he would rather stay here and be a lunch lady and hang out with his LOW-LIFE friends for the rest of his life thats fine by me.

Next...let's see. I leave for school on the weekend of the 13-I cant wait!!! I am so excited. I found a place out there, it is a ranch house that 4 girls share. Kinda like a dorm setting type thing. It's pretty sweet.

And what else. My brother got a part in a show!!!!!! It isn't on broadway yet, so he isn't getting paid for it yet. It is called Hell's Kitchen. It goes up for investors and backers the second week of August or so, and that will decide if it goes right to broadway, to off-broadway, or to a different major city for its first run. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited for him!! I can't wait to see it.

Other than that...I am still with Scuba...a little over a year now i love him so much!! guess thats it.

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Sun, 09 May 2004 04:17:47 GMT

Hola I am bored

1. FIRST NAME: Aubrey

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? nope

3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? of course

4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? thumb...does that actually count as a finger?

5. WHEN DID YOU CRY LAST? the other night

6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? nope

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? turkey

8. ANY BAD HABITS? nail-biting

9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT? umm

10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOUSELF? prolly

11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL? yepp

12 HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? couple times i think...twas important

13. DO LOOKS MATTER? looks are over-rated...i would rather be with a guy with an awesome personality than a hot asshole

14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? give people the silent treatment..hehe josh=Þ

15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? sweet cravings

16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? yepp

17. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? skip-it and moon boots

18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? gym

19.DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? yep

20.DO YOU USE SARCASM? a little too often possibly

21. IN A MOSH PIT? is this question ever been in a mosh pit?...if so yes

22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY? sense of humor

23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Bean bree

24. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? been there done that

25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? does anyone really?

26. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? nahh

27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? raspberry

28. SHOE SIZE? between 7 and 8

29. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? purple and green

30. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? 3

31. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? my daddy and brother

32. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE YOU SENT THIS TO, TO SEND IT BACK? umm i stole it from casey;)

33. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? lemon parade

34. LAST THING YOU ATE? a curly fry

35.Last Person you talked to on the phone? andrea

36. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? smile and eyes

37. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? umm i like the person i stole it from

38. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? meh

39. FAVORITE DRINK? peach iced tea

40. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? captain morgan parrots bay..mmm

41. FAVORITE SPORTS? yea...right

42. HAIR COLOR? brown

43. EYE COLOR? greenish

44. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nope

45. SIBLINGS? RJ

46. FAVORITE MONTH? september-my birthday:D

47 FAVORITE FOOD? chocolate

48. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Big Fish

49. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Fourth of July

50. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? nah

51. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING? happy ending

52. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer

53. HUGS OR KISSES? kisses

54. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships

55. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? umm

56. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ummm

57. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? swallowing stones, and timbuktu

58. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? a big joe boxer smilie face guy

59. FAVORITE BOARD GAMES? monopoly

60. FAVORITE SMELLS? love spell

61. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? going back to sleep;)

62.FAVORITE PASTIME? singing, playing guitar, playing games, reading, coloring, lots of things;)

63. SAY ONE THING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON THAT SENT YOU THIS: she is cooool lol

wow...that did NOT cure my boredom

Monday, April 26, 2004

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 21:27:27 GMT

Well mom and I went to the city, we didn't see a show...but thats ok we had fun. Here are some pics.

RJ high-fiving

Me n the Naked cowboy;)

me n the naked cowboy again

Rj Megan Willi and Yamil

Rj megan and Willi

Rj and Megan awww

thats it for now:)

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 15:43:32 GMT

RIP Nate

So the last few days have just been wierd. Im fine one minute and in tears the next. But it's like, I didn't even know him that well, anymore at least. I was reading someone's xanga, from SGF, she had posted a conversation she had with another girl. One of the girls worked with one of the other guys in the Humvee that day. She said when the co-wokers brother came in to tell them what happened, he said that Tim(co-woker) had said one of the guys jumped over him and covered him, and died saving his life. That would be Nate, and it wouldnt surprise me one bit, he was always doing something for someone else. Always wanted to help out.

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 06:21:38 GMT

I've never really thought about war before. I mean, I hate war, I hate violence at all costs, but i've never really sat down and thought about all of the men and women over in Iraq fighting for our country. My ex-boyfriend Nate Brown was killed in Iraq on sunday. I haven't seen him since late summer, but this has hit home, more than I would've expected. Part of me doesn't want to believe it, I keep looking at this picture of him, and he is so happy (he was always happy, always smiling, laughing, and making you laugh if you were blue). I just can't believe this could happen to him. I'm trying to remeber the times we shared, it was so long ago. And I haven't thought about him in such a long time, but now I can't stop thinking about him. I can't sleep, it's 3am, im dead tired, but everytime I close my eyes, i'm getting these graphic images of what his last minutes would've been like. He was riding in a Humvee, with some of his best friends (I know that much for sure), when a granade hit them, the other three (one of which was his best friend Rob, even when we were dating) were injured. What a terrible way to die. I remember back then, when we were dating, he was 18, and just starting training and such things. I used to try to talk him out of joining the army, since I hate fighting and war, and violence. He never listened, he wanted to serve his country, and he said he would never be in any real danger, it would all just be training and what not. This was like 4 years ago, when no one thought there would be a war anytime soon. Guess we were all wrong.

Next time you think you are having a crappy day, and you don't think things could get much worse. Think of all the soldiers in Iraq, fighting, dying, so that we can all have our freedom.

Rest In Peace Nathan Brown. You, and all the other men and women who have given their lives for us, will be greatly missed.